dont really have much going on now, just decided to update my journal. my grandfather is in the hospital again, have trouble with his oxygen levels, they are saying that he is bad off. my son went to illinois with my grandparents, had 2 weeks of freedom, hey i love my son, but you gotta have some time for yourself now and again. the only bad thing about that freedom is in the middle of it i was on my way to goldsboro to see jeremy and my car breaks down (overheats) take it to the shop, and find out the head gasket is leaking and it could cost alot of money to fix, so right now i have no car, and that has got me really depressed. now my myspace doesnt wanna work so that pissin me off like whoa. *punches computer screen while laughing hysterically*.